Aw, that's so sweet of you to say it so kindly. It's a fascinating topic. Yep, many times I've pulled out all the stops in my stories--thinking of a couple. You're in a good place, obviously, to show the fantasies and realities. I know I'm a person who can also fall into the thinking of "everyone's having fun but me" and that can cloud thinking. Reading and interpreting isn't an exact science. :) Hmm, sounds like I'm talking myself into an essay here.